I've spent some time in prayer and reflection and here is me being as open and transparent as I know to be...
For many, many years I have had enjoyed my prophetic gifting. It has often protected me from people with impure motives, it has literally kept me sane through multiple years of the modern church and political attacks on my family and I. It is how God spoke to me over the years about Grace and Wisdom, two deep revelations that both times literally rewrote my personality and changed me. Having "spirit eyes" has literally became part of my identity but at some point my ability to completely and cleanly forgive others (and by extension my ability to live free of bitterness) has been compromised and that bitterness, like a drop of red food coloring in a glass of otherwise pure water, has lightly tainted the entire glass of my life and God has dealt with me about that... and He did it by using Donald Trump.
I prayed and prayed coming into this election and just could not find a witness from God's spirit on a Trump victory. In fact all I kept seeing was a different type of figure that I didn't recognize at all and God spoke to me very early the morning after Trump won that the person I didn't recognize was actually myself. In short, God pulled a Paul on me and left me temporarily blinded. That blindness has humbled me and that is ultimately a very good thing. Now, when I hear people talking about the Trump victory, I have no temptation to gloat or to boast, I have no desire to "rub it in" to political opponents but instead it is a glorious reminder of how easy it can be to let Pride cheat myself out of a state of perpetual yielding that is indeed the cross that every prophetic person learns to embrace and ultimately come to love.
I also have an even deeper respect for Lance Walnau who is undoubtedly a modern Prophet over the United States of America. His personal revelation of Donald Trump being God's "chaos candidate" appears to now be validated with what can only be described as a supernatural victory. There were also many prophetic voices that saw this coming and in true prophetic style tried to tell everyone else what God was up to. Prophetic voices like Reeni Mederos and several others should be applauded for their boldness.
Those are some of my thoughts as a Christian.
As an AMERICAN, I am reenergized with HOPE for our country. The tens of millions of conservative leaning people who voted Trump have always been here, they just were finally pushed one step too far. The average American doesn't really mind Republicans or Democrats in office but in recent years the Democratic party was hijacked and converted into a globalism based far-left attempt to delegitimize basic American exceptionalism including trying to destroy traditional marriage, make abortion on demand a normal and even a celebrated thing and indoctrinate kids using the public schools. JFK's democratic party of the 60s would be considered far right by those standards. Yesterday, America collectively pushed back on ALL of that by delivering a Republican President, Republican House of Representatives and a Republican Senate and God has once again showed great Mercy to the United States of America.
I also feel that one way to interpret the person I did not recognize winning the election was to say that the real person of Donald Trump was never really shown to America. Over $100 million in advertising was spent for months on end to create a racist, bigoted monster all while hiding who the man really is. I believe the Donald Trump that will take office in January will be the real Donald Trump, not the fake one that the far left tried to introduce.
Finally, Trumps win is a big blow against the antichrist agenda commonly referred to as "globalism". Everyone is not the same, some countries have more people, more money, more weapons... some do better at various things. This whole idea that every country is the same is at best a denial of common sense based reality...yet it is what the far left uses repeatedly to advance it's antichrist agenda. Because of this, I expect protests and riots to continue, at least for a while. Remember, most of them are not well informed, honest people. The ones organizing it all are paid activists and most of the participants are the fringe of humanity angered by their false perception of Trump that the media and far left has spoon fed them for the last 6 months. Pray for them, that they would all come to know and feel God's mercy and love in a very personal way so that they can have His beautiful peace in their hearts.
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